December 03, 2009
hey, if you're reading this, i applaud you. *clap clap*
i never read anyone's blogs, but maybe i should make some?
who even blogs on here?
if you're reading this and you make blogs, reply.
so anyways, i really really want a stable art career bad.
i'm too young, but people are constantly praising me for my talents. i feel like it's trivial, because i never gain anything from such praise.
i want someone to praise me, and i can say, thank you, i make a living off of it too.
but i dont know,
i'm too young for that.
my art makes me happy, but it's just for fun.
it's hard to see a point in it, except for getting better until i can actually use this art to make a living off it.
it's hard to motivate myself to make fresh art, when i feel like i'm only pleasing myself.
i know i'm too young.
but there's gotta be something i can do with my talents.
if you're reading this and you feel the same way, reply.
if you're reading this, and you can relate in any way, reply.
i need guidance, because i love art, but i feel like it's wasted on people who couldn't care less but feel like they have to like it or something.
if you wanna talk, reply.
because it's not like im doing anything anyways.