August 21, 2012
Shining through regret, pain and horror.
Shimmying between the clouds, dancing on the ground.
Yet, my curiosity is insatiable.
Looming in front and back,
Playing roulette with my days.
I love it.
I hate it.
But I can never get rid of it.
It will always be around me,
I can never outrun it.
My future stands.
Firm in it's belief that it will change my life.
Rubbing it into me that this, this is the one thing I cannot plan for certain.
My future tempts me and frightens me all at once.
What else is there to do but dive into the adventure headfirst?