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Missing

June 14, 2012

It's not the same.
Something seems lost,
something gone.
The touch, the heart
seems like a frail vail of
feelings. I can't explain it
but I feel it.

From past lights that warmed
me seem distant in some ways
not their fault, we drifted.

Maybe some hearts were not meant
to stay mended together
and maybe it's bigger than
that. Maybe a frail note once there
hanging on and with one wisp of wind
the note has fallen away. The last
note in the song once song.

How to regain? How? Not
sure, it's too far away to
catch, the distant of time
to great, too many layers of
molecules and atoms
to search through to regain what
was. I know, I feel, the drifting
in me from my heart and the
wave seems like a fade.

Allison Ashton©